consideration

I did two silly videos one with me mouthing my stepbrother's words as we re-enact a piece of a kat williams skit and the other being my brother messing with filters for our webcam. Since then i've been considering doing some more videos though im not sure as to what to do them on. i've discussed that with my stepbrother Marc as well and we are a bit at a loss. also i feel a bit lame having to use a rockband mic for now since my internal microphones don't pick up sound all that well.

http://www.youtube.com/user/cjlllatt

this is my account and besides those two videos i pretty much just use it to keep tabs of my favorites and to share videos i come across with my friends on other sites like facebook. i tend to lean towards video game/music related videos though im not particularly good at either which i think is my ultimate problem when considering to continue making videos is that i have no obvious talents to capitalize on to get the ball rolling. if there is anyone who comes across this if you could please share your thoughts i would appreciate it. also go ahead and comment on what types of videos you have had enough of and what videos you cannot get enough on. until next time!

-CJ BISHES!

P.S. Im getting a bit tired of people stepping on my toes socially thanks to their drama/inability to let bad situations or people go.

epicness ahoy!

I was stumbling through things when i came across this old animation. This kinda blew my mind since not only was this made by a group of high-schoolers back in 1983 but also that they went on to form a company together that would create some of the hit anime shows of the early 90s.



I've always been one to like fan made animations/flash animations that are done well and it is crazy that this one from so long ago blows alot if not all of the more recent animations i've seen out of the water.

-CJ

Im starting to realize why i seldom used my livejournal.

It's because my ideas/contemplations i usually just tell to my friends. So before that starts again im just gonna start posting conversations.

Since i lost part of this one though the subject was about the effects of people using the "i was the big person of the situation" argument. Excuse the crude internet faces at the end of some of my posts.

(1:12:05 AM) thosedamngreeks: It says you aren't currently online but you areee
(1:12:14 AM) cjlllatt29: now i am?
(1:12:18 AM) thosedamngreeks: weiird
(1:12:19 AM) thosedamngreeks: anyways
(1:12:24 AM) thosedamngreeks: I said : haha why?
(1:14:32 AM) cjlllatt29: because it usually bring the big person under hard scrutiny not only by the little people but also just plain nosy people. and eventually it seems that they nitpick on irrelavent things. like the longer you play the big person the more ways people try to find to demonize you
(1:15:22 AM) thosedamngreeks: why do you think that is?
(1:15:45 AM) thosedamngreeks: what you said has a lot of truth to it
(1:16:41 AM) cjlllatt29: i think it's moreso to negate the lable of being a "little person" because on the other side the title of little person can sometimes go to the extent of people just considering you to be a social invalid XP
(1:16:59 AM) thosedamngreeks: I suppose that's true
(1:17:01 AM) thosedamngreeks: kinda messed up
(1:18:09 AM) cjlllatt29: like nothing you say from this point matters because of those couple times that you fell on your face. people tend to be greedy when it comes to redemption. i know im guilty of this since i sometimes make fun of people but also catch myself doing the same things XP
(1:19:17 AM) thosedamngreeks: yeah I know what you mean

So there you have it. until next time!

-CJ BISHES!

P.S. I need to figure out the get new local friends on my summer list. This whole only being active when friends come from out of town thing is pretty lousy on my part.

meh

i really hate days like these where nothing is going on. It seems that this is especially true for sunday. i find this a bit odd given that most people that i know never seem all that busy during the week regardless of work yet come sunday they either planned something weeks in advance or just plain don't want to do anything at all. Sometimes it doesn't pay to be spontaneous i suppose. yesterday was fun at least. went to see some cage fights in brownstown and hung out at arthurs with my stepbrother Marc afterwards. hopefully i can find something to do after class tomorrow at least.

-CJ BISHES!

P.S. it seems like the group of friends that i hang out with is thinning even more....gonna have to deal with that soon.

the routine

My class started last week. the turnout has been pretty weak with only 11 or so of us here at one time out of the 30 or so that were signed up although i find it pretty typical. thinking about typicality makes me think about people's predictability especially people that you've come to get to know over longer periods of time. I always go through a phase where i tire of my friends as they seem to be in a rutt of sorts doing a whole lot of nothing just for the sake of passing the time until something meaningful comes along. that is not to say that i am not guilty of the same but when i step back and realize this i hate it and my mind becomes frantic with what ifs. what if i was more outgoing? what if i had a more widely appealing personality? what if i were to just stop being me all together and be come a full blown social chameleon who blended in with any group he was with not only in mentality but also appearance? my sense of individuality refuses this idea and becomes condecending of my thoughts. as such i resort to the solution i always do. rather than changing myself it may be time to change the people i have around me. i can only hope that i run into people that can help me make this so.

im tired of the overemotional, paranoid, and downright childish scenarios i hear from people as well as dealing with pathetic "victim of circumstance" types. until next time!

-CJ BISHES!

p.s. if by some chance a friend reads this don't be foolish and ask "is it i?" because if you do than yes...yes it is.

UPs and downs.

Saw the new pixar movie UP today. it was really good though is it bad that i had a hard time keeping myself from crying during some parts of it? who would have thought indeed. other than that just some early father's day stuff that will continue on into tomorrow.....or should i say later today. besides that not too much went down today other than it was SIGNIFICANTLY warmer than it was the day before (mostly due to lack of rain/muggyness due to rain). that's all for now. till next time!

-CJ BISHES!

P.S. finally sat myself down to see Wall-E today. also very good! managed to get a song from the up soundtrack on my phone as well.

list of things that i want to do.

This first post is going to be simple mainly because if i were to try to cover everything i've done since i've last posted on livejournal it would kill my hands. (maybe later).

1. get a job
2.do well in my summer class
3.get some new local friends
4. get a girlfriend
5. get some newer clothes
6. clean my car (eventually)
7. refine my current circle of friends.

so far so good on #2 but the rest is pretty much going nowhere. wish me luck

-CJ BISHES! (aaah i miss doing that)

Also, is it strange that when i found a 5 dollar bill in front of a church that i immediately thought it was because some random person was watching to see what people would do? thankfully i rarely listen to my own paranoia so now im 5 dollars richer! living it up to be sure XD